My friends are so sweet and dedicated to healthy living. I struggle to keep up. Celebrate the wins. Focus on the positives. Today is my mom's birthday. I sent her a text with emojis. Planned for my sister to take her out for her birthday when she's in California. Her response? .....nothing. same as last year.
This is why positive gets hard for me. My family doesn't consider me. I can do something nice and I get ignored as a response. Why should I expect anything different from others? I love my friends. I wish them nothing but the best, but .... and I will stop there.
One day at a time. One job at a time. I used to wish that God would go back and re-do time. I wish I was never born. It's why I can love children and still be pro-choice. Now, I just want my time to be productive on this earth for as long as I live. I've seen horrific accidents and driven through some nasty weather. I know that life can be gone very quickly.
Doing my best. Still believe in following your dreams. If you aren't passionate about what you do or why you do it, then life can get pretty miserable. I've been there.
Watching someone succeed or listening to expressions when some one gets unexpected pleasure is the best medicine there is. It makes me want to go to sleep so I can face another day.